Number 17 on my list of manifestations of God's love is my dog.
I have the BEST pooch in the world. When I was young, I was terrified of dogs. I would hear the jingle of a collar and instantly be petrified. I didn't know how I was going to get over my fear.
When I was about seven, my neighbor gave me the idea to GET a dog. She said it would help me overcome my fear if I had a dog of my own. GENIUS. Buy something I was absolutely afraid of?? No way.
But the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to have a dog. Begging and pleading, I tried to convince my mother to get a dog. She said "maybe someday." I took that as a "no."
In the fall of 2004, my mom began to feel prompted that our family needed a dog. She didn't understand why, but she followed that prompting. Right before Christmas, our family got a dog. I named him Brooklyn. Girly, right? I know... in my defense, I was only 14! But it fits him.
He quickly became my best friend. In high school, I loved waking up early in the summer and taking him outside on short walks. In college I loved to come home from school to a quiet house and take a nap on the couch, with him on my lap.
Since I've been in college, Brooklyn has faced some challenges. Some of these include depression, anxiety, chasing a porcupine, being sprayed by a skunk (twice), and having a bizarre neck surgery. You can imagine I was very nervous about leaving him to serve a mission. But I knew he was in good hands and that Heavenly Father would take care of him.
About a month ago, I received an email from my mom. Brooklyn had diabetes. I was stressed about it, but too busy to really let it sink in. Then, last Monday I got another email from my mom. Brooklyn was incredibly sick. He's lost a lot of weight and is up frequently during the night. Though my parents are watching and caring for him closely, it still makes me sad that I am not there to hold and comfort my little dog. I pray that he will start to feel better. If you read this-maybe you could pray for my little dog too?
I am so grateful that Heavenly Father prompted my mom to get me a dog. She told me once, "I knew that I needed to get you a dog. Something told me, 'She'll need this'."
I am grateful to a mother that can follow spiritual promptings.
I read this right before I went to work today and had to stop myself from going over to your house and seeing Brooklyn. If I would have been early to work there probably would have been no stopping me. haha I am so sorry that Brooklyn is sick Joy Bug. I know how much he means to you. You are both in my prayers. love caroline.;)
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